The ebb and flow
My energy level during the semester always goes through these cycles of high and low. It’s a pretty bad cycle - I start out really high, excited to do everything. Halfway through, I’m listless and exhausted by the grind. It’s all from a bad habit, of course, and an easily correctable one. I like signing myself up for too much; it’s easy at the beginning, and everything is fresh. But why back down when all the signs are looking up?
I got a lot of sleep last night. 11 hours of it, actually, and I’m feeling fresh. I feel good. Better than I’ve felt in a month. It’s quite amazing what a little extra rest can do for you, actually. It’s getting me thinking more positive already - I’m motivated to go and do this reading. I feel good about doing what I’m doing, when two days ago it was more of a slow kind of despair.
I don’t know, the semester is starting to look up already. Just two more weeks to finish applications, and life will be… all sorts of wonderful. I’m writing proposals for the NSF grad fellowship right now, and there are problem sets for my classes to do. But everything feels manageable, and I’m motivated to do the work. How nice! How nice it is.
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October 28th, 2009 at 2:23 am
dude i feel that way a lot too. except, i haven’t had that much school yet so I’m still at the “excited to do everything” phase
Haha. good luck this year :D! make the most of it!!